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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

8:36PM

The "parts only" copy of Civilization and Advanced Civilization that I bought on eBay turned out to be a) complete and b) in remarkably reasonable shape. That was well worth $50.

8:57AM - Resolutions

I've just been reflecting on resolutions, probably because ravelry has me thinking about them a lot. I decided to look up my resolutions from last year, and wow, did I lose track of where I wanted to be! Here they are:


Finish at least 4 chapters of my diss, and start on all chapters.
I finished one chapter of my diss, and then put it on hold to work on some other things including a colloquium presentation which I finished (and did a good job on), and a journal article which is almost ready to be submitted. I decided to take another year of grad school and to only work 33% each semester next year so I can finish. It's going to be challenging.

Try more knitting projects other than socks--scarves, fingerless gloves, baby sweater.
I did not try to knit fingerless gloves or a baby sweater this year, but I did try some different projects. I made 3 hats and I started a shawl along with my wedding chuppah. I've been knitting a lot more lace this year.

Try some different sock techniques, especially colorwork.
I did try colorwork. I didn't finish the socks. I want to finish the socks I started and also try a colorwork hat.

Start a regular exercise routine. By the end of the year, I'd like to be exercising 3-4 times per week.
I tried this briefly at the beginning of the year and then abandoned it entirely. I want to try this resolution again this year. I haven't worked out in so long that I'm afraid it will hurt!

Watch lots of TV. Discover a few new good shows. But also read more books for fun.
I did watch lots of TV. Some of my favorite shows this year were True Blood and Madmen, though I discovered both of them last year. Dollhouse was a great show I discovered this year, which is now canceled! I am pretty bummed about that. Other new shows that I like are FlashForward, Glee, Modern Family, and V. I didn't read much at all until the last couple of weeks when I've been on a reading kick. I was toying with the idea of buying a Kindle, but I'd like to finish a lot of the books I have on the shelf before I do that so I won't have to move them with me next year.

Cook more local food. Eat out less.
I did a poor job with this. Like exercise, this is another resolution to try for next year.

Travel to a few places I've never been.
I've traveled quite a bit this year. I went on my first cruise and visited the Caribbean for the first time. I went to some board game conventions and academic conferences I'd never been to and visited Texas and Davis, CA for the first time. It's been a pretty good travel year.

Spend lots of time with people I love
I did this with some but others I don't think I got to see at all in 2009. I am pretty bummed about that.

9:50AM - Help, LJ computer genie!

When connected to the router by a cable, my new computer (which is delightful, btw) gets 20 Mbps. My laptop, via wireless, gets the same. But my desktop, via wireless, gets like 5-6, and sees less signal strength than the laptop despite being the same distance from the router.

Any thoughts on a software/settings solution? Could it be some sort of issue with Windows 7? Or is it just that Dell put an unbelievably shitty wireless card in my computer? A firmware update to the router made no difference.

I can, of course, call Dell's tech support number, but it'll take 30 minutes to make them understand that yes, everything is working, yes, I've power cycled everything, and no, the wireless connection is still less than half as fast as the one on my (also a Dell) laptop sitting next to it.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2:27PM - Buried in Red

They may not be green, but the ti plants and bromeliads around my neighborhood have run rampant in recent humid weather. Our gardens are streaked with hues of blood red, magenta and burgundy...



Two more. )

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

4:03PM - Deus ex machina

I am a sucker for a happy ending. I like to see everything work out in the end, no matter how improbable that resolution may be. Old Horace back in the day decried these sudden, often miraculous solutions to a narrative problem, calling them deus ex machina, a "god from the machine". You can see these machine-produced gods all over the place in popular literature and film. Just when everything seems like it's lost, Santa swoops in and drops gifts all over us and everyone is at once at peace. This type of ending, while happy, feels mediocre because no one really expects things to work out like that. The Santa we know is a nice old man who sits in the middle of the mall December 1 through 24 smiling and waving, but never swooping in to fix all our problems.

Recently I have been sucked into a book series that always has a kind of deus ex machina ending. But, while the storyline always has a dramatic inversion, it is never a god-like entity or anything that the protagonists did *right* that causes the inversion. Most often it is the mistakes of the protagonists that suddenly turn out to be all right. A side-trip that takes them further from their goal proves essential to their success. A weakness is at the root of virtue, torture is turned to strength, the most dangerous ally turns out to be the most valuable. There is something very true about this kind of resolution. It reminds me of how Jesus came to earth in a way that must surely seem a mistake to any worldly mind. He is born illegitimate, poor, hunted down. He is hated, rejected, and killed by those he came to save. But, a God out of the grave, he rises again ascends on high. His followers stand still.

Is this the way that our God always works? Is it also true in my life - that God is always popping out of the machine of my failure?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

2:12PM - Need help for the finals!

I haven't come to you all all season, but I'm hoping someone can help me this week...

DeAngelo is out, most likely, so I need help deciding on who to start along side Steven Jackson. I have both Ahmad Bradshaw vs. Carolina and Michael Bush @ Cleveland. Thoughts on who I should start and reasons why?

Also, Austin Collie vs. the Jets or Chris Chambers @ Cinci?

Your help is greatly appreciated.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

8:27PM - TWoN Book 3 Chapter 4

This very short chapter deals with drawbacks.  I’d have had an easier time of it if I knew what drawbacks are.  Next chapter is about bounties, and the same applies.  As near as I can tell, a drawback is a refund of a portion of whatever duty is charged on export.

Page 389: “They tend not to overturn that balance which naturally establishes itself among all the various employments of society.”  My problem here is that it doesn’t make sense to me to speak of some sort of natural balance of employments and then see interference by the State as external to this; the State is an integral, inevitable part of capitalism, and when it interferes in the market, it is (to the extent it does so successfully from the point of view of the capitalists) doing exactly what it is supposed to do.  It is like trying to understand the movement of an orbiting body by examining the centrifugal force, but seeing gravity as an unnatural interference.

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TWoN Book 3 Chapter 4

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2:27PM - TWoN Book 3 Chapter 4

This very short chapter deals with drawbacks.  I’d have had an easier time of it if I knew what drawbacks are.  Next chapter is about bounties, and the same applies.  As near as I can tell, a drawback is a refund of a portion of whatever duty is charged on export.

Page 389: “They tend not to overturn that balance which naturally establishes itself among all the various employments of society.”  My problem here is that it doesn’t make sense to me to speak of some sort of natural balance of employments and then see interference by the State as external to this; the State is an integral, inevitable part of capitalism, and when it interferes in the market, it is (to the extent it does so successfully from the point of view of the capitalists) doing exactly what it is supposed to do.  It is like trying to understand the movement of an orbiting body by examining the centrifugal force, but seeing gravity as an unnatural interference.

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12:01PM - Still autumn colors









Photo shots were taken in Castro Valley, San Leandro and near Auburn (Northern California)

11:04AM

Merry Christmas, everyone!!!

I know I haven't been updating at ALL... but know that I still care and am still reading. I'm thinking of those that are in need and/or going through rough times... I'm cheering for you, too!

I hope this new year brings everything you are hoping for... :-)

Monday, December 21, 2009

12:49AM - Up in the Air

Up in the Air: *** 1/2 (out of 4)

Amongst the most awkward movie experiences of my life was when I saw High Fidelity. I went to the movie with a pair of friends, one of which was an ex-girlfriend, bearing a Transformer I had just purchased across the street at Meijer. The movie was in large part about breakups, seeing those ex-significant-others, and putting away childish things. I had clearly seen the movie in the most inadvertently appropriate manner possible; and years later, I still feel both awkward and wistful as I think about it.


Up in the Air is in large part about the loneliness of a crowd. I saw it alone, in a fairly packed theatre, surrounded by others that choose to go to movies on a Sunday night. And as I left the movie, I felt that I had to take a walk around the neighborhood to contemplate the situation. And I wonder if I'm going to be thinking seriously about this otherwise-innocuous evening in nine years.


From the trailers, I had originally pegged the movie as a romantic comedy. I suppose that it did, in some ways, fit that bill; but it was not (as I feared) about the relationship between George Clooney and his 23-year old assistant, but instead about the relationship between Clooney and his job. The main hook of the movie is this job: Clooney (Ryan) is a travelling consultant who fires people for a living. This, of course, resonates well with the modern economy (which is why it's doing well at the box office); but more interestingly, this makes it a bit of a period piece, as well as movie about a specific setting, that being (for the most part) the Midwestern and Plains States. And while I'm not sure that just the existence of Omaha was meant to make us laugh, I wasn't (quite) the only one in the theatre to do so.


But what we really get is a character piece. Clooney has chosen to live his life on the road; we spend the movie seeing both what this offers him, and what he has to give up in order to maintain that life. He has also chosen a role in life that many would consider, at its heart, evil; and of course we see what this costs him. We see him respond to changes in his life (outsourcing comes for all employees), and indeed to try to change his life as well. And we see him come back to the beginning, slightly changed. The plot was, in many ways, incidental, at least for Clooney.


Interestingly, the movie felt authentic to me. The firings were, indeed, brutal, without being over-the-top or evil. The new young worker - not an assistant at all, I might add, another place that I was misled by the trailer - seemed both stereotypical and a lot like several brilliant-but-unlucky women I've known in my life. Speaking from someone right in the middle of the generational gap presented, the arguments on both sides were spot-on. The wedding and its trappings were properly excruciating for me, because of the sheer awkwardness of the situation for the family. And the airport scenes always felt like airport scenes, in a way that invoked both just a touch of pity for having to be in the airport, and jealousy for getting all of the perks that there were to be had.


And you know what? I liked the actual romance of the movie too. It was sweet and modern and doomed and cute, as well as, somehow, kindof natural. I may not have liked where it ended (not an attack on Chicago, mind), but I... respected it. Clooney got his comeuppance in a perfectly natural, perfectly unfair way - just like all of the people that he had fired throughout the movie. It was just... how things had to be.


It's a strong movie, very well done. I liked the direction, the script, the acting, and the settings. And I think that I'd have enjoyed it just that little bit less if the theatre had been empty, or if I had had somebody with me to hold hands with.


*** 1/2



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Saturday, December 19, 2009

12:57AM - Hot WW pick ups for Week 15.

Houston D/ST
RB Arian Foster
WR Josh Cribbs

Any more?

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